roflwaffle
True Ouddict
I notice you do put yourself and abilities down quite a bit. You're quite knowledgeable, learning skills is supposed to be hard, that's how you know you're growing! When it becomes easy/rote that's when you should be concerned!Thats not it. More the idea that the material would be wasted on me for i probably wouldn't be able to use it to its full potential, or whatever, along those lines 🙂
End of the day, it's a small jar of a chemical extraction, not the mona lisa. If you get enjoyment from it, it's never a waste. Imo anyway